Melanie

Hey Strangers

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 05:08:11 GMT

Wow, when the hell was the last time that I updated in this thing? So I'm reading through everyone's lj and just cracking up at the fact that nothing has changed. It's all drama! LOL LIFE is drama. Oh well. So I am like, failing chemistry! I HATE chemistry! How in the world am I gonna be a nurse if I can't even pass chemistry?! Doug has been trying to help poor ADD me but it's not going so well. See, Doug is REALLY smart, and I am...well...ADD. LOL. It can't get anymore black and white than that. So he has little to no patience with people like me when it comes to tutoring. OCC isn't as easy as people think! I went to Western for a year, and then came to OCC, and OCC is definitely more difficult than Western! No question about it.
My life is sooo boring. I have nothing cool to update. I got a tattoo. It's of a green fairy/mermaid. It's so detailed...and big. It's on my left hip...sexy eh? lol So I am 20 years old!! Where the hell is time going? For my birthday, my girly ricki bought me a cake w/ trick candles and mint chocolate chip ice cream (one of my favorites), AND she bought me 2 Taking Back Sunday cd's! Best girl ever. Funniest part of the night though was when my trick candles set off her smoke alarm and we had to run outside w/ the cake screaming and i had to run all the way downstairs (she lives on the 2nd floor in apartments) to put the candles out in the snow. Then her neighbors (2 very hot boys) ran out to see what happened and then wished me a happy birthday. :-) So much fun! I will never forget that night.
I have nothing else cool to say so peace out.
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Sun, 12 Dec 2004 04:46:55 GMT

Regina George

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bored

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 01:12:37 GMT

Are you tired of all those mushy "friendship" poems that always sound good but never actually come close to reality? Well, here's a "frienship" poem that really speaks to true friendship and truth itself...

Friend,

When you are sad...I will get you drunk and help you plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad.

When you are blue...I'll try to dislodge whatever is choking you.

When you smile...I'll know you finally got laid.

When you are scared...I will rag you about it every chance I get.

When you are worried...I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining.

When you are confused...I will use little words to explain it to your dumb ass.

When you are sick...stay away from me until you're well again. I don't want whatever you have.

When you fall...I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass.

This is my oath...I pledge 'til the end. Why you may ask? Because you're my friend!

OMG

Fri, 24 Sep 2004 03:45:03 GMT

Ok, so there's this guy that I used to work with named Brad. So after I quit Toyota, I find out that this other guy Gary stole my phone out of my purse and got my two-way number. So Gary calls me up yesterday saying that "Brad has this huge crush on you and you just need to go out with him, forget about your boyfriend." Of course I tell him no because I love Doug and would never do anything to ruin that. Side note: before I knew this, Brad and I were really tight friendship wise, and now it's just awkward. So I call Brad up and say, "This might sound really random but we have to stop talking because I don't want anything to happen between me and Doug. I love Doug and don't want to ruin what great relationship we have together." He gets very upset and says I'm not just "ok" with that but I do understand. Ok, why do some guys not just get the point that it makes me uncomfortable if one of my friends turns out to love me. I am already in love...why don't they understand that? **majorly stressed out**
Why me?!

How could I forget?!

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 00:18:34 GMT

Ok, so I totally forgot to mention that I went to California from August 13-22. It was absolutely amazing.
Doug's mom is best friends with a girl in California who is dating Don Starks(Bob from That 70's Show). Since Doug and I were in Cali the same night that That 70's Show was being taped, Karen, "Bob's" girlfriend, took us to a taping where we sat V.I.P and after the show we got to go on the set and take pictures with the whole cast, get autographs and I got a few hugs, YAY, and then Doug and I got pictures taken, by Bob, on the set. It was AMAZING!!! We also got to ride with Don Starks in his beautiful BMW convertible! Baby blue*sigh*. Oooohhh...very important, I got two pictures with Ashton Kutcher!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE LA
~<3Mel

Long time, no update

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 03:22:35 GMT

*Ok, wow, so when was the last time I updated this thing. I wasn't even sure that I still had it, lol. So I am going to school at OCC baby! Western was WAAAAY too much of a party school for me. I'm a "no work and all play" kinda gal. So in order for me to actually do something productive with my life, I decided to make myself come home and get through college. I cut my hair, it's still really really long, but it has layers in it now, which look totally hot (totally kidding). I have the worst self-esteem issues. So I was really thinking that community college would be way easier than University, but man-oh-man was I wrong. I have like, triple the homework AND study time, geesh. I FINALLY got to hang out with my ren this weekend, which was amazing to finally catch up on things and get back to our normal selves. I really missed her, now all I have to do now is find time to hang out with Inna, Jen, Matt, Pat, Brent and I will be all set. I REALLY miss Western though. The atmosphere there is just so amazing and the people were great. Everyone loved everyone and I felt very safe and "at home" there. It's good that I am welcome at Matt & other's house whenever I want, which was very generous of them. They are the best guys and I miss them a lot, they were all MY very own protectors and greatest friends! It' good to know that even though I am three hours away from them, I have a place to hang out at if I wanna just get away.
It's almost Doug and my 2 year anniversary!! Can you believe it?! I feel like just last night Inna was jumping on Doug and me (mind you we were on Inna's bed) saying "Lemanie, what ARE YOU doing?! Wee!" Twin, those WERE the days! Ok, enough of my babbling, time to do some HOMEWORK, ick!
<3<3<3<3<3<3~Mel

Why me?

Wed, 03 Dec 2003 22:49:21 GMT

*I absolutely cannot handle my own self right now! I am fully insecure (i've been told by many people this week), I am extremely emotional (I thought the Zoloft was supposed to help that), there's just way too much going on in my little head for me to handle! Finals week is NEXT WEEK, ahhh! I had my religion final today, it SUCKED! DJ's notes helped me a lot though. I have to meet with my group tonight so that we can finish our project. It doesn't seem to be too difficult, but I could be mistaken. Apparantly our project has something to do with religion and The Family Guy(who knew? lol).
So I dusted my room today, my allergies have been so bad that I finally gave into me not being able to breathe and dusted! Little Melanie is growing up! Before I went to Western, the only time that I would dust is when my mom would make me do it, now I am not only just a neat freak, but I'm a dusting queen neat freak, hehe.
You know, lately I have been asked why I am so insecure, and it took me up until now to figure out why...
People say that I'm too quiet, or that I have no confidence about myself, well, I'm finally agreeing with the people that say those things. If people knew what I had to grow up with, the teasing, my childhood, they would understand why I am the way that I am. I was teased my WHOLE childhood! Up until sophomore year of high school, I was terrified to go to school because I was worried about what other people were going to say about me. I was an ugly child, I don't deny that. But kids are absolutely cruel. Now that I'm 18 years old, I occassionally get told that I am pretty, but every time someone tells me that, I don't believe them at all. It goes in one ear and out the other. I can't help it, it's just how I am. I have no confidence what-so-ever.
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Food!

Thu, 27 Nov 2003 06:22:26 GMT

*HAPPY TURKEY DAY EVERYONE!*
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Who needs sleep? ME ME ME!!

Thu, 13 Nov 2003 15:48:30 GMT

*Last night I was over Doug's studying for Psych until 2:00 in the morning. Then since it was snowing and REALLY windy, he told me that I should just sleep over. So I try sleeping...Matt was playing Vice City and keeping me awake. So I figured I'd be the polite one, and instead of telling him to be more quiet(he kept talking REALLY loud and the volume was up pretty high on the tv), I decided to walk home. It was 3:30 a.m. when I decided to go home so that I could get at least 4 hours of sleep before my exam. Doug was extremely sweet and walked me home though I pleaded with him not to because I'm a big girl and can walk home by myself. So he walked me back, in the snow and freezing, harsh wind. I drove him back since he walked me all the way, hehe. So I got about 3 1/2-4 hours of sleep (NOT ENOUGH). In a half hour I have to go for a meeting with my English teacher (mandatory meeting worth 50 points). So that's at 11:30. THEN at 12:30 I have a math exam! Busy busy week!
This week:

Monday: notes coming out my ass from Religions of the World

Tuesday:busted my butt to get all of my math homework done in an hour cause I thought that it was due on Thursday (did it during class)and study for exams

Wednesday:Religions of the World make-up exam. Study for Psych and math

Thursday: Psych exam, meeting with my English teacher, Math exam

Friday: NO CLASS!! Go home with Doug and Matt

This weekend: Catch up on my much-needed sleep!

Well, I'm off like a prom dress! :-)
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I am determined to get good grades...I really am

Wed, 12 Nov 2003 18:54:22 GMT

*Today I had a Religions of the World make-up test. It wasn't TOO bad, or at least I don't think it was, lol. Tomorrow is the big day though...I have a Psych exam, ahhhh! I've got all of the skipping lot's of classes and not studying out of my system and am ready to get serious. I actually studied for my Religions exam and I'm actually gonna study for my Psych. It's the new Melanie! The accomplished Melanie! Hopefully I can stay this way, lol, and not get lazy.
I am really getting sick of cafeteria food! It's way good for cafeteria food, don't get me wrong, but it gets SO old after so long. I'm excited for summer! haha. I know it's a long time away and the snow isn't even here yet, but I despise snow with a passion! I grew up in California my whole life and I don't think I could ever get used to the cold weather. Snow is a beautiful thing, but only to look at, not to be in. I do love snow boarding though...
Ok, I have to go and watch Passions. There aren't many days that I am free to watch it cause I'm so busy so I am going to take advantage of these free moments...
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This was stolen from you Twin, which was apparantly stolen from someone else, hehe

Mon, 10 Nov 2003 18:45:20 GMT

Name] Melanie
Do you like it] No, because everyone always mistakens it for Melody or they can't pronounce it (is it really THAT hard of a name, NO!)
Nicknames] Mel, Lems, Lemanie, Twin, Nelabanie, May(my dad calls me that),Owensby, OB(old coach), majority of those nicknames are from my lovely Twin Inna cause she can't ever say my name right (lol)
Age] 18
Birthday] March 14
Sign] Pisces
School] Wastern Baby!(Western Michigan University)

Natural hair color] Really dark brown
Current hair color] Dark Brown
Eye color] blue, gray, green (whatever the mood is)
Height] 5'7, I'm a tall girly

[ favorites ]

Number] 25
Color] cerulean
Day] Friday-Sunday
Month] October, March, any month in the summer!
Song] right now...it would be..."Breathe" by Michelle Branch
Movie] right now it's "Kill Bill"
Band] Incubus, Radiohead, Cold Play, Nickelback, etc.
Season] SUMMER!(reminds me of Cali weather) *sighs*
Sport] Softball, Soccer (both how I sprained my ankle), football
Class] Do I even have one?, lol, NOPE
Teacher] Mr. Byrd, my religions of the world teacher, he's awesome (he talks like Eminem, lol)
Drink] Diet Coke, Water, everyone loves this one(Green Tea with Ginsing and Honey)
Veggie] Is an artichoke an veggie?(yummy!)
TV Show] Spongebob Squarepants!, Simpsons, definitely That 70's Show, King of the Hill
Animal] Hippo
Flower] Gerber daisy (Doug got them for me on our year anniversary!)
State] I haven't been to all of them so I can't say...

[number]

of times i have had my heart broken] Probably twice
of hearts i have broken] No clue
of guys/girls i have kissed] Who knows how many guys I've kissed, I've kissed one girl and it was before I kissed a guy (don't even ask!)
of continents i have lived in] One
of tight friends] Enough to make me happy
of cd's that i own] Considering more than half of mine got stolen out of my CAR, I have no clue now, I USED to have SOOOO many
of scars on my body] Too many, softball can do some damage

[who do you want to...]
[ Kill ] There are many people that I get REALLY pissed off at and want to disappear, but I would never kill anyone
[ Slap ] There are MANY people
[ Get Really Wasted With ] I can't drink
[ Look Like ] Every person is different, and though I would love to change many things about myself, I wouldn't want to look any different
[ Talk To Offline ] Lot's of people
[ Talk To Online ] Whoever
[ Fuck] what the...woah woah woah!

[ love and relationships ]
Do you have a bf/gf] yeppers! :-)
Do you have a crush] It's more than a crush with Doug (duh!) hehe
Why do you like this person] Doug is an amazing person. He's smart, funny, witty, way hot, has the biggest heart, best eyes and smile, has the best family, and he loves me back!
If you're single... why are you single] not single
If you're not single... give details...] Read two questions above
Who was your first love] Honestly, Doug. Sometimes you THINK you're in love, but then your eyes are opened to a shocker that the person you thought you loves was really an ASS to you
What do you miss about them] Nothing

[ the past ]
What is the one thing you would change about your past] Let's not even go there
Last thing you heard] Tiffany opening her carry-out
Last thing you saw] My Propel
Last thing you said] "OK" as Tiffany told me she would be right back from carry-out
Who is the last person you saw] My Religions of the World teacher
Who is the last person you kissed] Doug of course
Who is the last person you hugged] Doug
Who is the last person you fought with] I don't remember
Who is the last person you were on the phone with] Doug's mom
What is the last TV show you saw] "The Nanny"
What is the last song you heard] The intro to "The Nanny"

[ future ]
What are you going to do after this] Go and get some food, probably with Doug and Joe
Who are you going to talk to] ...Doug and Joe...
Where are you going to go] To my cafe since it IS the best, ask anyone who goes to Western
How old will you be when you graduate] 23
What do you wanna be] a Nurse
Where will you be in 25 years] Do I look psychic? Hopefully married to Doug, being a nurse, and living somewhere WARM!

[ other ]
Do you write in cursive or print] Depends on what I'm writing
Are you a lefty or a righty] Righty
What is your sexual preference] I am so straight!
What piercings do you have] Three in one ear and two in the other, belly button
Any tattoos] not yet
Do you drive] yes
Do you have glasses or braces] glasses
Did you like this survey] whatever

[ physical appearance ]
What do you most like about your body] Eyes
And least] ears
How many fillings do you have] Too many
Do you think you're good looking] Nope
Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking] Doug does :-)
Do you look like any celebrities] I dont think so...

[ fashion ]

Do you wear a watch] Yes
How many coats and jackets do you own] I just got my first winter coat, lol
Favorite pants/skirt color]:Dark
Most expensive item of clothing] No Clue
Most treasured] ?
What kind of shoes do you wear] Adidas

Fucking depressed/ pissed off at the same time

Thu, 06 Nov 2003 02:16:16 GMT

*While I am sitting in Doug's room while they have a floor meeting, I'm all by myself, my boyfriend has to be the center of attention outside the hall. I didn't getg a good bye before he left, he just walked out. Then he comes back in here and asks me if there's anything wrong! I have felt so ignored for about a week or so now and it's getting really old! It hurts my feelings really bad, and when my feelings get hurt, I just get pissed off! Maybe I should just disappear for a while and people might start paying attention to me or just even acknoledging (i totally forgot how to spell that)me. I just don't want to feel like I don't exist. I need to go back to California where people will be excited to see me, that would be my therapy right now.
Ok, so Doug's friend Matt is having a party this weekend, but since doug isn't telling his parents that he's coming home, I can't go over to matt's. Matt's parents are going out of town which is the reason for the party. The only words that were said, "you could always hang out with Ricki." Thanks alot! That makes me feel great. Yea, or I could hang out with a bunch of guys and see how he feels about it! Maybe that will open his eyes a little bit. Am I so not intersting that people just stop caring about me? If not, that's definitely how I feel right now!

I am the season Autumn

Wed, 15 Oct 2003 17:50:21 GMT

You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...

You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle prescence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy
and loyal to your friends but prone to
depression and negative thinking.

Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)

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Why?

Tue, 07 Oct 2003 14:26:29 GMT

*Why does stuff like this happen to such amazing people with such potential and such an amazing heart? I don't get it, I'm so confused right now and so depressed.It just takes time I guess.*

Oke an Ole

Fri, 03 Oct 2003 00:56:16 GMT

*You're only cool if you know what that means! Why do guys insist on girls watching porno's with them? They think it's the funniest thing ever to watch a girl watch a porno, the faces girls make just cracks them up. Then they tell you, "you can blink any time now..."
Party at the Guido's dorm! That's the time that you "oke an ole" hehe
Earlier I was pissed and you just have to let things flow and not care about what other people think. Shit happens and you just have to forget about it. Party and forget about it. Know that other people can't piss you off unless you let them, and I'm not letting them anymore. I have true friends that I know who will have my back any time I need it and I have made lots of new friends up at Western. That's all I need and I know that now.

*#@^$%!!!

Thu, 02 Oct 2003 21:23:02 GMT

*Fucking shit!!!!* (you know i'm aggravated when I swear!*
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hmpf

Wed, 01 Oct 2003 18:42:43 GMT

*I hate it when I think that I have a real close friend that I'm totally cool with, and then the tables turn. It feels like my friend doesn't even want me around and whenever we hang out, whether it be with other people or by ourselves, it's awkward and it feels like the person doesn't even want me around or it's just a total bother when I'm there. Why can't friends be honest? If you don't want to be my friend, then why do you talk about me behind my back?Why can't you tell me to my face? Why is it that I see you making faces at other friends whenever I open my mouth. That hurts. And I know that this person doesn't even have live journal, but I feel like bitching! I don't talk about MY friends behind their back, because I know that sooner or later, my friend will find out what I said or at least figure it out for themself. The problem is that I see this person every day, whether I like it or not. I don't mind hanging out with him/or her, but apparantly I should try my hardest to keep my distance...That's the only way that I can think of that will work. I give this person rides in my car all of the time, I buy this person stuff when they don't have money, and I don't even expect them to pay me back. I guess that it's just a friendship that works like, "when I need shit I come to you but other than that we're not friends." whatever!
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Tired tired tired

Tue, 30 Sep 2003 00:53:35 GMT

*English, math, psychology, and religions of the world. Yea, that's all that I either have to do homework for or have to study for. For Religions of the World I have to read approximately 400 pages(no joke)for a test that I have no clue when it is, so I better get readin'. I'm coming home again this weekend to escort Doug's lil' sister to her Homecoming dinner and drive her to the dance, hopefully in Rick's new car! Of course I won't be driving because of my ankle, Doug will be. I'm so tired and soo full!!
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Home Sweet Home

Sat, 27 Sep 2003 03:54:20 GMT

*So I'm home for the weekend. It was much needed to come home though because of course stupid stupid stupid me sprained my ankle, AGAIN, except this time I have to wear the "big bad boot" for three weeks until it heals. The very first time I sprained my ankle, freshman year of high school, I had to wear "the boot," and now of course I had to be dumb and play soccer with Joe and Doug and sprain my ankle. I think that was the longest sentence I have ever written, lol.
Doug and I have been together for 11 months, YAY!! Our year anniversary is coming up and I have NO clue what to get him, someone help me out!! I need help w/ what to get him, please please leave suggestions!
It is raining SOOO much! geesh.
Happy "Rhasha Shana", not quite sure how to spell it, but I DO know that it IS the holiday this weekend!hehe.
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I'm Michelangelo! hehe

Tue, 23 Sep 2003 16:49:46 GMT

You are Michelangelo...You are fun-loving and free-
spirited, and you always know how to bring a
smile to your friends' faces when they are
feeling down. You are also a bit of a slacker.

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College sighs*

Mon, 08 Sep 2003 18:37:48 GMT

*There is so much work when you go to college! The homework is never ending!! It's amazing, don't get me wrong, I am having soooo much fun, but the homework, ahh! College is a whole new experience! Believe me when I tell you that there are new things to "experience" that are pretty crazy *wink wink*
I have the hardest english class ever! It's only about 15 people and I hate it. I think that english is the only class that I absolutely can't stand. It's horrible.
Well, it's been ten months since Doug and I started dating, eek! I am so happy right now (not to jinx myself, oy!) I wonder if we will do anything to celebrate a year...hopefully, but who knows.
Matt is definitely like a brother to me now, he takes care of me like a brother, and nobody better mess with me or they will have to deal with Matt AND all of Doug's friends. I feel so loved, hehe. Hopefully it stays that way cause I like it. Hehe.
Doug, Matt, Sabrina and I FINALLY got to hang out with Brent. I swear he is the coolest kid.
Anyways, gotta get back to reality and quit rambling on, lol.
~tOOdles~
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I AM in LOVE...duh!

Mon, 11 Aug 2003 17:56:02 GMT

I'm sure it's no big surprise to you that your
romance is The Princess Bride. A heartwarming
tale of "Twue Wuve" that has giants,
Spainards and swashbuckling. You really do
think that love can overcome anything. You may
be a touch naive but your heart is certainly in
the right place. You've probably got one of
those relationships where proper nouns have
been replaced with "Snookums" and
"Pookie Pie". Eww. Beware a cuteness
overload.

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Sighs

Sat, 26 Jul 2003 10:23:23 GMT

*Well ppl...It's off to Wisconsin for three days so try not to call the celly cause it's bad enough when I'm NOT in roaming, but like when I was on my cruise in roaming, YOU GUYS KILLED ME!! I'll miss everyone and talk to ya'll later gaters! Happy 9 months to Doug and me!! hehe!
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sleepy sleepy sleepy

Sun, 20 Jul 2003 05:24:23 GMT

*I am soooooooo sleepy right now. I ALMOST got grounded thanks to a certain friend who talked to my mom and got me in trouble (not actual TROUBLE, but my mom talked to her and started blaming stuff on me, whatever!). So today I washed my car by myself, no drive-through, I did everything myself (go me!). Then I went and delivered a few presents to someone who wasn't even home, but oh well, it DID get delivered finally. THEN, I went to Matt's house and played some tony hawk w/ Doug. It was fun, I got the highest record for longest grind (geez, how much am I rockin' right now..)hehe. Then we all ran a few errands, went to the mall so that Matt could buy a pair of pants while Doug and I ate thai food (YUMMY!). So the 25th is Doug and my anniversary (9 months baby), which is also the day that we drive up to Wisconsin for about two days, sound fun?...let's hope so, we will have some stuff on the way there which should make it MUCHO fun. Doug always knows how to make things fun, most of the time, hehe. Then Doug, Matt and I went to a bon fire in madison heights (where Doug lives). I LOVE the city but I absolutely HATE the people that Matt goes/went to school with (a bunch of bitches, TRUST me on that one). Now I am sitting at home updating because I haven't updated in a LONG LONG time and since I have insomnia and only can go to sleep at weird hours and just sleep in which my mom doesn't seem to like very much but whateva', I'm goin' to college in about a month!!! Ahhhh, I hope that my roommate is cool cause I am rooming blind. I know one person who is gonna be in my same hall, and she has the first floor!! Having the first floor is amazing because you don't have to use the stupid stupid elevator cause it will always be jammed w/ a grip of ppl.
So I went to Western orientation, and lemme tell you, it was HORRIBLE, the school is AMAZING, but we did a total of 15 miles of walking!! What kinda crack heads came up with that much walking?! Don't they know that we are all lazy freshman starting college and do not feel like touring the whole campus about a total of two times which was the whole damn 15 miles. Oh well, I know that I will have an absolute BLAST going to school with a bunch of people that I know, especially Matt and Doug. Of course Doug is my boyfriend and love of my life, and Matt is my brother. He cares for me as much a a brother would and he protects me like a brother. I love them both, they are the biggest sweethearts to me. I am lucky to have my love and matt. It's nice to have amazing people like that. And I can't forget about Ricki, though she isn't going to college yet, she is still one of my best friends. She takes care of me, especially w/ the huge situation that has happened over the past month. She has been my angel and without her, I would be right now in the worst trouble of my life. I know Ricki doesn't read these live journals, but thank you Ricki, I love you mama! You saved my butt BIG TIME. Ok, I think it's time to lie down and read before I go to bed. I have to wake up tomorrow morning, well, this morning @ 7:30 because I am going tomorrow to watch Doug play soccer amazingly like he always does. Ok, nite ya'll.
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Happy early birthday Ren

Sat, 12 Jul 2003 23:41:08 GMT

*So I'm not gonna be able to talk to Ren on her b-day...*tear* I have to be somewhere very important all day, Ren, if ya wanna know where I'll be since ur the only one who can know, just call me or IM me when I'm online. I love you and am sooo sorry that I'm not gonna be able to see you that day. Happy Birthday and I will make it up to you before college, I promise. I'm at Eric's house getting ready to go swimming w/ Doug, Eric and Mark. I miss everyone, all of my friends. We REALLY have to hang out soon, it's been a long time.

Melanie

*Hey Strangers*

*bored*

*OMG*

*How could I forget?!*

*Long time, no update*

*Why me?*

*Food!*

*Who needs sleep? ME ME ME!!*

*I am determined to get good grades...I really am*

*This was stolen from you Twin, which was apparantly stolen from someone else, hehe*

*Fucking depressed/ pissed off at the same time*

*I am the season Autumn*

*Why?*

*Oke an Ole*